I am back here after a really really long time now. In the time I was gone, I went to India and got married to Aditya! It was an absolutely amazing wedding. I doubt if any Indian bride has had so much fun at her own wedding. That done, we came back and have started our lives as husband and wife. Life is pretty damn good. I have joined the NY Zone Byakuren group, a behind the scenes group that supports activities in the New York Culture Center – of the Soka Gakkai International. It is essentially a training group for young women to help them become strong and capable individuals in all spheres of their lives. I am four shifts old and I really look forward to my shifts! I missed a study meeting last week though, bummer! Apart from that, I have PhD applications sent out to a few Universities and am chanting for those to materialize quickly! I have started a course on Coursera and it is a whole lot of work, I am so intimidated by the sheer volume of reading involved! I cannot believe I did 4 times this on a daily basis in Grad School! Hats off to Savini-past!!!
Updates aside, I have been cleaning up my act about being too much of an internet troll and doing productive things everyday and doing a good job of it too. A few minutes ago, Adi told me that I spend too much of my precious time on youtube and even though I had not been, I started doubting if I was doing enough! Seems like it takes very little to push me back into my vast ocean of “I’m not good enough”. This tells me two things. One, I need to chant more and clean up my karma a whole lot more because I am nowhere close to self-confident. Two, it is important to be clear in communicating and appreciating what people do around us. I quote SGI President Daisaku Ikeda, ” Praising others is not pampering them. In a stress-filled society, words that warm the heart are more significant than ever. They sustain and strengthen others, inspiring them to strive toward personal growth”.
It is so important to express gratitude and appreciation for everyone. Thank you for reading! 🙂
With that and lots of love!